on the edge again

Feeling pretty good about your career for a day is great but it seems to be so unstable. One day I feel like a champion, the next an imp. This morning I felt like an imp. An am thinking about putting some serious conditions on my career. For example, if the nanny has to go back to Columbia and can't return I might seriously consider taking a real break from part time graphic design. No nanny. Just whatever I can truly do on the side. Will that only make me more crazy? Recently I read a couple of books about blogging, podcasting and typography. In my dreams I'm capable of much better graphic design. More dedication, focus and discipline would be necessary.

But I have two small children, who has time for that? I'm just trying to cook dinner.